Spending Forever

Perfection, or some kind of it.
Fun, funny—joy'd. Care.

Unconditioned, made more of—
what you were. Then what you weren't.

Needing too, for herself—
on offer, both from and for.

Partnered. Companioned magnetizer.

But a grown ghost also.
Born of leaving early,
a corpse—thin, pretty.

Loved. Missed. Memorializer.

Remembering then . . .
sounds of stares,
the pains of them broken—

Blent now with time's memory too
and shut eyes,
I wonder what it's like
and hope it's nice there.